Elizabeth B.

Vampire Goddess/ Author & Artist & composer

Poems

this is some of my poems i writen & im going add more soon.. hope you like it...

Solder
 
 
darkness in my heart

everywhere i look people jugeing me

why me?

why do i have to live?

why doesn't any body understand?

maybe it me

maybe it my looks

maybe it my learning still

whatever it is i'll sarvialive

i'll keep standing still

like brave solder

who stand in front of battle

but why me? why the darkness?

why do i have to live through this? i'm alone!

always alone!

darkness in my heart

everywhere i look people jugeing me

but i'll sarvialive!

Sanctuary
 
 
a bird fly's across the sky

very high trees that reach the sky

a dog running across the flied trying to catch a ball

the grass that reach's across the land

i want to run

i want to be free

to be somewhere else to be someone else

the sky os blue

the flowers everywhere

a deer run across the filed

Fantasy
 
 
the love that i always wanted

but can't never have

why is this never?
or it is in my furture?

why can't i have a love in a romance novels?

or is that not real life?

is their not that kind of love that you have to be with the person everyday?

or is just love?

or is it caring for the person?

that always I wanted?

but i can't ever have

is love real?

or is it a rumor?

that goes on & on & on

maybe is not ever after

it just good bye

whatever it is i probly have it same day

in my dreams

that came to my life

love is it real ?

or is it a dream?

i'll find out

sooner or later

Day dreaming
 
 
 
dreaming

always dreaming

is it the past or further

is it cameing true or not

dreaming of

falling in love

being an author

being artists

can it come true

dreaming

always dreaming

or it is waste of time

Makeup
 
 
 
beauty inside me

deep in the darkness

but i don't see it

i just don't see what people see

why don't i see it?

the beauty that i don't see

but maybe ill se it

the beauty that's barrie inside of me

where it ?

why can't i see it?

the beauty that's deep in side of me

that i probably never see

i have to live with the darkness & the ugly face i see

not beauty that people see

but some day i'll see it

but it's darkness & ouglyness that i have to cover with make up

A life time
 
 
love,

love around me always

it never folds

it stands still with out question

the love you always have

it will never go always

all you can is love back

all you can is be you yourself

love is there forever

it will stay with you forever

you die with it till the end of time

Grave Yard
 
covered in darkness

worms crawling around my body

sand palling drown on me

I can't breath!

trying to dig out

but I can't get to the light

my hands bleeding

finally seeing the bright sun

groves all around os many!!

I can't see the end

Disposing
 
 
Yellow rotten flesh falling off piece by piece

blood dryed out with only dust reams

eyes sock it are empty with black hole staring back at you

the mouth open with black liquid running out

teeth very drifty with liquid & blood

nails grown very long almost too long

clothes in tater's almost gone

hair tuned white very long with wavy curls

this yellow & desposing body laying in black hole

not knowing he or she has visitors on top of them laying flowers on their gave.

but they do not know that person will be crawling out of their grave looking for the next victim!!!

aren't they in for a scare!!!